Ok, so this is gonna be kinda soppy(if you dont know what that means, it is slang for sad). So, basically im talking love today, I guess i haven't been very lucky in love, well... EVER really. Every girlfriend I had has ended horribly in one way or the other, well Everyone of them excluding a few. In this blog im going down BAD memory lane to inform you of how rubbish and embaressing my past relationships have been (and im only 15 :S). Let me explain...

Some of my friends say im lucky to have had so many girlfriends from an early age, but im not so sure. Yes, on one hand, it IS good I have learnt alot and mainly realised what NOT to do... but it doesnt make any difference, God still finds new ways to mess with my head. Countless girlfriends and all of them walked all over me, and when I find someone new I always believe 'Oh no, she wouldn't do that to me.' WRONG! But as I explained, I get used to it. So, I'll start from the beginning...

Right, I had my first girlfriend when I was 5, her name was Jessica Lane and I cant remember much about her but i do remember that she was latino, she was very clingy and her mum and my mum were friends. It didnt last because she had to move and I never saw her again. Then quite a few girlfriends including a girl called Laura Horner but I fnished her for a girl called Shaunie. That was a BIG mistake she cheated on me and this was when I was ten! I never even knew things like that happened when your ten! Oh and by cheating I mean I found her kissing my mate behind a sofa :S. Then I went to secondary school, Oh God...

In the first two years I went to secondary I went to easingwold secondary. I had no girlfriends in this time but I learnt what its like to get rejected in one of the WORST ways. So in year seven there was a girl in my form called Natalie Sleighthome, and I really fancied her but was too embaressed to say. So near the end of the year I plucked up the courage, kinda, I gave her a HUGE bar of her favourite chocolate and a note saying 'I love you'(btw I was 12, i didnt know how stupid that was to do). Anyways she ate all the chocolate and said no :(. Then i moved to huntington, where i had a long streak of short relationships...

First i met a girl called ashleigh, and she was cheating on me from the second i went out with her. Then there was a girl called katie, who dumped me after a week for no other reason than she got bored of me. After that there was a girl called charlotte who was really shy so i never saw her, then her parents split and she finished me. After that I had no one for another year. Then along came Amy who was perfect, or so I thought...

Amy was a very good friend of mine, and she fanciesd me for ages and I said 'no, no, it will ruin our friendship' and i eventually said yes and it did ruin our friendship. It was all great at first, we spent everyday together, but you know the saying 'if its too good to be true, it probably is'. She suddenly stopped seeing me for no reason, she was alway ''busy''. So I said to her 'I think we should just be friends' But we arent as good friends as we used to be...

So now we are yp to present day and there is alove interest once more. Her name is Sophie and shes brilliant, Energetic and funny. She always picks me up when im down as i always do for her. And I dont want to go head over heals for her, but sometimes i just cant help my self :D My new moto is 'trust them untill proven untrustworthy' and even if there isnt a happy ending, as long as I enjoy the story then thats all that counts. So, I guess I'll see how it goes, untill next time...

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